pissed

First off this is a warning that these next few sentences are going to be Negative Nancy because that's who woke up in my bed this morning. If you are avoiding her, skip this blog and I promise, I won't tell her you dropped by.
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I just realized that this will be the first holiday season without my ex aka single & alone in...
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I start my new job on the 29th.
Can't wait to get this show on the road.
Clowns, fire eaters and man-eating lions will make an appearance.

2 things: I just found out today that my ex of 5 years (we broke up Oct. 2nd), fucked someone else less than a week after I moved out. The break up was my doing...I was talking to someone else & being sneaky about it & she found out. So the breakup was caused by ME being an asshole. However, after all that, I was...
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Today, I helped my dad build a snow fence. I was putting away tools when I see him signaling me with his waving arms over by the chicken coupe. Not-so stealthily I cruise on over, a little annoyed to be interupted, when he half whispers "you wanna see a bobcat?? Look over there."...holy crap, A BOBCAT!! It was awesome.

I know many of you must...
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welll Hellllooo November...woke up this morning & it was 19 degrees outside. yikes!

Still no job. Got 2 offers but declined as I refuse to give myself away (at this point in the game anyway). So my days are filled with hiking around the hills of Montana, sittin on my arse playing video games & perusing the wanted ads...ah, this is the life!

I'd love...
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BREAKUPS are hard to do.
So the woman & I broke up last week. 5 years gone....we were growing in different directions & it didn't help that my eyes started to wander & I got caught. I'm practicing honesty. Ask me anything, I'm turning over a new leaf.
Packing up the hizouse. I'll be moving to Montana to live with my family until I can...
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Goin to Germany next week! Can't wait!! WE'll be hittin Berlin for 5 days & then Munich for another 5. Anyone ever been? Any ideas? Thank the heaven's for paid vacation!

1st off, I watched, 'The Fourth Kind', it was NOT ok. 2ndly I just discovered that The Hobbit is being made into a feature film; my heart aches & I feel like crying. Why must I share my favorite story with the universe. I'm an only child & I DO NOT share. I'm going to seek solace in a pile of kittens. Good night.

So my 4th was good...not much to report. We went to a friends for a pool party/bbq and then just hung around the house playing video games & cleaning. It was a nice break.
I don't know if it's the weather or what, but I've been dealing with a bit of the blues this past week. Being an adult & working 5 days away gets...
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