pirubix

I sit here and think
About how pointless excistence can be
Hopelesly I look into your eyes
Only to try
To glimpse how beautiful life can seem
If only i could see
How I can
Slowly night fades to dawn
Below the starry sky a flame does burn
To bring day
How can I tell you what I do not know myself
How can I express thoughts that elude me
But know that I know
Everything that needs to be known
For weary heads lie in yesterday
Why the wise rest on today
How can I tell what i feel
If the thought escapes me
How am I to say
Why yesterday bleeds into today
How can I answer things for tomorrow
When I can not see today
Why do I sit
WHy do I think
Of things I can not change
Of things I want
But can not have
Why do things have to come down
Come crashing to the ground
With some fatal sound
And is astounds
Everyone around
To see the mangled mess of debris
Well that not me
I fall freely
Over the sea
To crashed into the waves
of eternal struggle
Cause life for me
I guess
Not to stress
Or depress
But only to enlighten
Life for me
Is to be
Alone