Saturday Sep 17, 2005

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i've decided to pretend that did not happen
and avoid said person like the devil
or god
maybe it doesn't matter. . .
sex seems more and more a irrelevancy,
until i need it.
the problem is when you are going out with someone,
its hard to just be like, hey, wanna, you know.
fucking someone you have so many times before
seems so routjne
you barely have to do anything
and its comforting to be with someone you know.
goblintcat:
A room of your own. That's a nice thing to have. A place to hide out and stay comfortable.

I agree with the "comforting to be with someone you know" philosophy. It's so true!

Of course there is a difference between comfortable and happy. I couldn't get the two straight so I ended up going to extremes. No dating, no sex no nothing until I got control of myself and knew what I really wanted. It sucked at the time but when you take the option of sex out of the picture things can get lot clearer. wink
goblintcat:
You know, based on what I've read in your journals you seem to be a really smart person. You'll make the right decisions for you I'm sure. It's tough when there are so many easy opportunities though.

Anyways, you're still young. If you can't experiment and make mistakes at 20 when can you??? wink

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