Ever throw a party and have no one show up?
I hate people.
Not really mad, more like disappointed. Hmmmm. OK, enuf of the negative thoughts!!! It actually turned out to be an allright party. The set up was great, 3James was an awesome dj, there were some great outfits and the music kicked ass!
Hell, even the big man on station himself showed up handcuffed to two other people. Had a few drinks and actually stayed awhile. Probably a good thing the paranoids missed it
otherwise they would've been really paranoid
J/K
Ever lose a really good friend and not really know why? Then you find that you don't even really care, that it doesn't really bother you all that much? Makes me really wonder, am I that toasty? Christ almighty, fuck it! Fuck them. Stick a fork in me cause I am done. So over the BS and the hoping. I want my mommie
Tomorrow is another day and I think I am going to go for 10. Why the fuck not, eh? Despite where I am, it has been a long time since I was actually hypothermic. You sure burn calories quickly when you are though
Anyways, it's late/early 30 and I am sitting here listening to my neighbor bitch, in that loud, drunken way they get, about the bitch he's been seeing. Waiting for the neighbor to shut the fuck up so I can go to bed. How fun!
Wow! All of my calendars are still on July!!! Whooops. Says something about how aware and awake I have been lately. Doh!!! Hope my neighbor dosen't end up in a tussle. Would hate to have to climb through the ceiling tiles to break it up.
Nah, not gonna fight but ain't getting much quieter... Now time to deal with the AZ BS. How do you deal with a suicidal person when you are half a world away....
I hate people.




Ever lose a really good friend and not really know why? Then you find that you don't even really care, that it doesn't really bother you all that much? Makes me really wonder, am I that toasty? Christ almighty, fuck it! Fuck them. Stick a fork in me cause I am done. So over the BS and the hoping. I want my mommie


Tomorrow is another day and I think I am going to go for 10. Why the fuck not, eh? Despite where I am, it has been a long time since I was actually hypothermic. You sure burn calories quickly when you are though

Anyways, it's late/early 30 and I am sitting here listening to my neighbor bitch, in that loud, drunken way they get, about the bitch he's been seeing. Waiting for the neighbor to shut the fuck up so I can go to bed. How fun!
Wow! All of my calendars are still on July!!! Whooops. Says something about how aware and awake I have been lately. Doh!!! Hope my neighbor dosen't end up in a tussle. Would hate to have to climb through the ceiling tiles to break it up.
Nah, not gonna fight but ain't getting much quieter... Now time to deal with the AZ BS. How do you deal with a suicidal person when you are half a world away....
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Eeek.
~cheers
Her sudden perky does not amuse me in the slightest. Ah well. I have to remember the annoyances will go away soon.
I am dying to hit a range when I get home. I do hope I get the time. My father gave me a 9mm last time I was home, and I have not had a chance to get familiar with it. I would like that chance, definitely.
Definitely jump on the SG Antarctica, I'm trying to keep up with it. Voltaire signed on with us as well this morning. Will wonders never cease?
~cheers