piper

so the art show is tomorrow.im so disorganized.last night i went to the unity crayons meeting and i felt a little lost on what to do,most of the main people for setting up dont want to be there to do that.which i under stand they want a break for the night.but i hope they relize that this is the first time im going to be doing something like this for them. i just hope that it goes at least a little smoothly.and i dont rip out my hair.........ggggrrrrrrrrr.i just talked to the women that owns the other gallery im in about being the show next month.the whole thing behind that gallery(and i notice others are doing this too)is that i have to pay to get space there.which i dont like,and im not doing it.i also asked if i sold anything and of cousre...i didnt.even thou i got a lot of comment about it....i hear all the time that my art is really talented,but i guess not to talented for them to open there pocket books.fuck, its so hard trying to sell photographs....the only thing i sold in the past three years is three paintings(and that was to a friend)......i dont know,its times like this were i question myself and the career i want to get into.i know i will never give it up,but to make a career out of it.i think about it all the time and sometimes i have to take a step back and start working on something else.labeling it as a career just scares me.i dont know ill figure it out....so yeah..im just gonna stop writeing now.