piper

ive been so out of it this last week.i had to deal with so much high-school drama(which i did not start,but was draged into).the day after things hit the fan,i was ok a little mad but i dealt with it.but its weird all the days following,i've just become more quiet and in a zombie like state.it just kind of hit me hard.its sad when somebody i thought was really close with,show there true colors.(by the way hes an ex,which became a friend).and i just dont understand where it came from,i saw him in cali. my last trip a month or two ago,we talked on the phone and everything was fine(i thought).then he shows up on my island acting like an asshole.he didnt even call,i actually saw him on the street.i almost kicked the shit out of him.then i find out he really doesnt know me,and he trys to treat me like a child and this awful person.i just dont understand where this all came from.ive had so many emotions craw through me in such a little a mount of time that it just left me confused and bewildered.but hey thats life, right?beautiful irony,as i like to call it.