piper

ok well the day after i wrote that last journal entry everything flipped over onto it self. 1st, my grandmother's health isn't doing that good. she's been fighting lung cancer for awhile, which actually that seems to have cleared up but recently in the past months she started to develop brain cancer, and it's been growing at an alarming rate. so i had to quit my job to take care of her. which i dont have a promble with, it just would have been nice if somebody (father is off island for awhile, brother just moved to mainland) could help me with this, but that won't happen for a bit. it's just been leaving me drained with all the hospital visits and seeing her so weak all the time. which is not the woman i saw and have known through my life. she's always has been really strong and independent, she actually just quit her job of 36 years a few months ago. which i know was very hard for her, because growing up i never saw her miss even one day. all i hope is that if anything happens she can go in peace and not with doctors looking over her and tubes down her nose.
2nd, i quit my job at hart and huntington. shitty but theres more important things than that. plus i was questioning if it was the right path for me. but i don't know i guess time will till. i just felt kind of bad because i know they really wanted me to be there and i didn't want to quit so soon like i did and leave them high and dry. but it happened so theres nothing i can really do about that
3rd, (i think i wrote about this before)yes i have to move, which really really sucks because i like my place and i know with what i'm paying for it, i won't find another place this big for that cheap. but i have no choice there knocking this place down to build a gym for the private school right next to me. but i have till march 1 to move out so hopefully theres another gem out there for me. i hope.
4th, and with all the other stuff happening, my best friend from washington came down for a bit to visit. which has been very nice because she can always cheer me up and help me put my life into some kind of order.
well thats it for now, i'm tried of writing and i need to start my day now.