I don't know where these things come from, they come from nowhere. Just random burts of nervous anxiety, that leave me so scared to even move. IT's horrible i just work myself up so much and up in a panic attack over nothing. I even have to lie to college, and say i'm sick. I could hardly say "i'm not coming in today coz 'm scared of you all".
It's a horrbile thing to have to go through, panic attacks, they render you helpless and the only way to get out of them is to think logically, but it's hard for an 18 yr old hormone ball to think logically.
I seem to be okay now, having a small vent on here has seemed to straighten me out a bit. I need to smoke....clean my face, and maybe have a shower before i'm relatively normal.
Also, i'm thinking up ideas for my new set, trying to get this one, something special now i've gotten over the general nervousness of it all. I shouldbe able to pull something extremely half decent out of my sleeve. So y'all seeing more recent pictures of my boobies soon enough *_*
THankyou small little blog box for listening to my panc attack rant. It's amazing it's like talking to a rectangular psychiatrist.
Speak soon.. xxxxxxxxx
It's a horrbile thing to have to go through, panic attacks, they render you helpless and the only way to get out of them is to think logically, but it's hard for an 18 yr old hormone ball to think logically.
I seem to be okay now, having a small vent on here has seemed to straighten me out a bit. I need to smoke....clean my face, and maybe have a shower before i'm relatively normal.
Also, i'm thinking up ideas for my new set, trying to get this one, something special now i've gotten over the general nervousness of it all. I shouldbe able to pull something extremely half decent out of my sleeve. So y'all seeing more recent pictures of my boobies soon enough *_*
THankyou small little blog box for listening to my panc attack rant. It's amazing it's like talking to a rectangular psychiatrist.
Speak soon.. xxxxxxxxx
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I always find it remarkable when you here about beautiful looking people in this case you, who feel vulnerable, and lack confidence in life, there are loads of beautiful people who suffer from this.
Looking at you you should have the world at your feet, but I appreciate it does not always work like that, nothings what it seems in this world.
Have a good week.
Andrew