I'm so angry tonight. I had a conversation with a friend that led me to find out something I wasn't sure about. I can't remember the last time I hated someone this much or if I've ever hated someone this much. I feel sick, my stomach feels like it's been flipped over a dozen times.
I remember months ago waking up with crust on my fingers and just shrugging it off thinking to myself that it's just the way it happened and that I loved her and what I was doing to her. I regret ever setting foot in that shit hole and ever taking a glance to the left. I regret kissing shoulders and pulling hair. I regret not listening to warning or noticing the obvious. I've never regretted till recently. Regret just found me and it's been hitting me at full force. I'll feel like shit all day tomorrow at work. A ton of bricks are weighing down my heart, it's sunk deep into my stomach...someone write me an email and make me feel better.
Regretting Everything,
Lulu
I remember months ago waking up with crust on my fingers and just shrugging it off thinking to myself that it's just the way it happened and that I loved her and what I was doing to her. I regret ever setting foot in that shit hole and ever taking a glance to the left. I regret kissing shoulders and pulling hair. I regret not listening to warning or noticing the obvious. I've never regretted till recently. Regret just found me and it's been hitting me at full force. I'll feel like shit all day tomorrow at work. A ton of bricks are weighing down my heart, it's sunk deep into my stomach...someone write me an email and make me feel better.
Regretting Everything,
Lulu
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play the slots the payoff isnt what you expected but that doesnt mean that you wont get the jackpot at all .
do something nice for your self you deserve it . hope you feel better .
xxxdjinn (E)