so, i went back to see what entry had sparked your interest and now, my friends have left without me and i have to thank you once more. i needed to read that again, i wrote it on my trigonometry homework in the middle of the night, when tears had blurred the equations far too badly for me to solve them. it was the rawest thing, scrawled in 30 mins and it is like tearing open my chest to share it. thanks for reading it.
answer: very.