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The lack of energy I feel chasing someone that is constantly in his own world and unintentionally excludes me or makes me feel like I'm a burden at times?
Gets super distant when away at work and the more I chase him, the further he goes?
The constant paranoid feeling that I may be getting used for my money to help clean up his...
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pinupgirlbyheart:
I don't tell any of my friends this because well we all have our own lives and I don't feel bitter towards any of them but I don't want to talk to them about this because then these problems become real and they will just say things I do not want to hear or things that won't help my situation. My boyfriend is not a bad guy, we are having some difficulties yes but not the type to worry that we are on our way out. I keep mentioning this because I get really sensitive to thinking someone would read this and think "Oh they are having troubles, must be time to break up" I don't give up on people I am with, especially not Jacob who is the best man I've ever met and have had the pleasure of being with. I will never give up on him and I know we can work through this, I just have a lot of trouble approaching these situations and handling them appropriately. Anyways, that's enough from me. Hopefully I do get some advice from you random folk. Thanks for reading
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I'm not used to this taking it slow business, it's too slow and all I want is stability. So until then I will eat my cheese toasties in bed and air con and watch television shows until I fall asleep again.

Falling for someone is hard and forcing your heart and head to synchronise so you don't fall TOO hard too soon...
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elkcrazy32:
You too hun! Mine lives 3,000 miles away, and i'm fallen hard! 
pinupgirlbyheart:
That must be very difficult :(
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So I haven't written on my SG profile in MONTHS and alot has happened since last year...

So that guy I talked about in my previous blogs, the one I was falling for and really happy bla bla bla, yeah well he ended up cheating on me and dating the girl he fucked.

It broke my heart and the fucker did it all while...
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Hey everybody so I haven't been on here in a few days, I've been so busy with school and seeing people etc.
So there's this guy, I really like him in fact I think I may love him...
It's happened quickly but he's pretty awesome and I thought I would share this with you.
I'm so scared to mess...
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lewolf:
We all have issues to some degree... hopefully the combination of yours works out in the long run. As long as you are happy, then I am happy for you! Good Luck!!! smile
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ozotaku:
Good to hear things are getting better. Keep up the cheer
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So it's been a busy couple of weeks lately filled with too much study, booze and drama.
All I ever try to do is be my honest and genuine self and I always get in shit because of it.
Wouldn't you prefer me not being fake? Wouldn't you expect respect from me and tell you the truth then drag you along? Some...
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skye_:
Positive Mental Attitude moving forward is always good. Nose ring is ubercute on you x
pinupgirlbyheart:
Thank you Skye <3
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ozotaku:
Unfortunately it's too late. You made your choice and for you its the right one I hope
pinupgirlbyheart:
Don't make me feel bad. I'm not a bad person and you are taking this too full on. We were not in a relationship Evan.
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Hi everybody! My name is Vicky and I have been a member on and off since 2011 but I have been a huge fan of Suicide Girls since 2006. I have pretty much own all their books and dvds, NO SHAME smile.

So recently I got out of a 5 year relationship in Adelaide and came back in April 2013 this year. It's been really...
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exkyu:
Love to meet you lady. Welcome to the site! And glad things are looking up!
pinupgirlbyheart:
Lovely to meet you all and I can't wait to meet you all at the ball. I just am waiting for a response to buy them. Fingers crossed it's not too late. xo

p.s. look at what I added below hehehehe