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The lack of energy I feel chasing someone that is constantly in his own world and unintentionally excludes me or makes me feel like I'm a burden at times?
Gets super distant when away at work and the more I chase him, the further he goes?
The constant paranoid feeling that I may be getting used for my money to help clean up his...
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pinupgirlbyheart:
I don't tell any of my friends this because well we all have our own lives and I don't feel bitter towards any of them but I don't want to talk to them about this because then these problems become real and they will just say things I do not want to hear or things that won't help my situation. My boyfriend is not a bad guy, we are having some difficulties yes but not the type to worry that we are on our way out. I keep mentioning this because I get really sensitive to thinking someone would read this and think "Oh they are having troubles, must be time to break up" I don't give up on people I am with, especially not Jacob who is the best man I've ever met and have had the pleasure of being with. I will never give up on him and I know we can work through this, I just have a lot of trouble approaching these situations and handling them appropriately. Anyways, that's enough from me. Hopefully I do get some advice from you random folk. Thanks for reading