Sooooooooo
so I actually stayed home to chill with my dad. Yeah there are reasons I just dont stay home anymore. 1- we never eat dinner together 2- everyone goes in their separate rooms and dont speak.
Well I stayed home and my dad says " oh my fiancee and I were planning our wedding" A lovely convo follows. Anyways. He proceeds to tell me she is having her daughters as her bridesmaids.
I dont like her already. Never met the bitch never want to. The fact that she wont put her future husbands own daughter in your fucking wedding proves you are a bitch and you can have my father all to yourself. My blood is boiling right now.
That and my brother is getting married at the end of this year. I dont like that asshole either but I was not even really invited to the wedding nor am i in it either.
So basically everyone is moving on with their lives.. and it feels like im moving farther out. Its like I have been gone for a couple years and its like everyone has moved on. Im just a freakin body takin up space in your house. i should of stayed the fuck gone. Hell, live in a box somewhere. I should of never came back. When they kicked me out years ago... honestly... I should of never came back.. I shoulda learned this the 2nd time they booted me.
My friend said last night your family will always be there.. I dont think so.. I think they have these new broads too far up their asses to care.
Im adopted.. i already feel like an alien in this family.. now it just made me feel that way much worse
WTF was I thinking....
i may just be overreacting... but it still hurts... Im sorry
so I actually stayed home to chill with my dad. Yeah there are reasons I just dont stay home anymore. 1- we never eat dinner together 2- everyone goes in their separate rooms and dont speak.
Well I stayed home and my dad says " oh my fiancee and I were planning our wedding" A lovely convo follows. Anyways. He proceeds to tell me she is having her daughters as her bridesmaids.
I dont like her already. Never met the bitch never want to. The fact that she wont put her future husbands own daughter in your fucking wedding proves you are a bitch and you can have my father all to yourself. My blood is boiling right now.
That and my brother is getting married at the end of this year. I dont like that asshole either but I was not even really invited to the wedding nor am i in it either.
So basically everyone is moving on with their lives.. and it feels like im moving farther out. Its like I have been gone for a couple years and its like everyone has moved on. Im just a freakin body takin up space in your house. i should of stayed the fuck gone. Hell, live in a box somewhere. I should of never came back. When they kicked me out years ago... honestly... I should of never came back.. I shoulda learned this the 2nd time they booted me.
My friend said last night your family will always be there.. I dont think so.. I think they have these new broads too far up their asses to care.
Im adopted.. i already feel like an alien in this family.. now it just made me feel that way much worse
WTF was I thinking....
i may just be overreacting... but it still hurts... Im sorry
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Just do your best to get to where you want to go, sweetie. That's what I'm doing. Its taken me quite a long time, but I'm almost there. You can do it too.
Families SUCK sometimes, eh?