Yeah, so I erased that last blog cause it was all whiney bitchy of me and I'm old enough to know better and should keep that kind of stuff in my paper journal that nobody reads and that I never write in enough anyway.
Nice run on sentence for a former English major, eh?
Didn't know I was going to be an English major? Here's more randomized facts about moi.
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-sometimes when I listen to my parents yell and bitch, I swear I must be the spawn of satan and his slave
-I watch Project Runway even though I loathe most of the people on there
-I want to slap every child and parent on "my Super Sweet 16." Repeatedly.
-I'm the mother to a teenager
-Earlier this year my fiance broke up with me because I was in a deep depression and to him that meant I was being an "manipulative bitch."
-He broke up with me less than 24 hours after I found out my mother had to go into the hospital to start dialysis immediately because her kidneys had completely shut down
-Even though I had my son my senior year of high school, I still graduated early
-When I started at community college, I was going into dental hygiene. I was convinced by several people I was "too smart" for that and abandoned it for English. I wish I could change that.
-I graduated from CC with a 4.0 average and several awards.
-When I got to Rollins College, my first semester, I got an A- which messed up my GPA. I never went back.
-I have a VICIOUS perfectionst streak, but I don't care that I don't always spell correctly
-I work and feel best in a neat organized environment, so of course I'm surrounded by a chaotic mess
-I'm afraid to get my hair cut short because as a child my mother always told me I would look ugly
-I prefer kissing girls
-I haven't had an orgasm since May.
Ok, that's enough for now.
I always like learning random facts about people.
Don't feel bad for whining in your blog here. That's one of its' purposes. If you don't want to whine to everyone, I hope you have a few people you can whine to privately. It's very helpful. I volunteer should you have a vacancy.
Sorry your fiance couldn't understand your depression.
Sorry you haven't had an orgasm in so long.
I'm surrounded by a chaotic mess, but it's of my own making. I don't like it, but I lack the energy to do anything about it.