I am in a much better mood this morning than I was yesterday.
Work last night started off with me being in a really shitty mood, cause I didn't have a chance to talk to Tony. He kept walking by trying go get me to smile, and I just couldn't. I talked to my friend Lori about the situation a bit, and of course she said that the situation wasn't my fault, but she could see how it would upset me, etc etc. The whole reason we started talking about it in the first place is cause Tony walked by, acting goofy, and she said "I swear, he loves you so much, I can just see it in the way he acts towards you..." and I almost lost it right there.
I think Tony got the hint that I was upset, and we went outside on 9:30 break. I ended up crying, telling him how I felt it was my fault, I wasn't cautious enough, it made me feel like I was breaking up his marriage, I was
afraid she'd hold me against him when it came to the actual divorce and what not. He kept telling me not to worry, she's just mad cause she can't have him, she wanted something to bitch about, etc etc. It was so cute the way he just stood there holding me, brushing the hair off my face while I cried. Times like that let me know how much he cares about me. I honestly think most guys probably wouldn't deal with all my mental issues that I have
On the next break he re-assured me that he is not going anywhere, he will never go back to her, he only wants to be with me because I make him happy. I told him about the note I wrote him, and he got all worried and said "as long as you're not going anywhere, I don't care what you write to me about!"
He took me out and treated me to breakfast this morning. too cute. I had a good morning.
Work last night started off with me being in a really shitty mood, cause I didn't have a chance to talk to Tony. He kept walking by trying go get me to smile, and I just couldn't. I talked to my friend Lori about the situation a bit, and of course she said that the situation wasn't my fault, but she could see how it would upset me, etc etc. The whole reason we started talking about it in the first place is cause Tony walked by, acting goofy, and she said "I swear, he loves you so much, I can just see it in the way he acts towards you..." and I almost lost it right there.
I think Tony got the hint that I was upset, and we went outside on 9:30 break. I ended up crying, telling him how I felt it was my fault, I wasn't cautious enough, it made me feel like I was breaking up his marriage, I was
afraid she'd hold me against him when it came to the actual divorce and what not. He kept telling me not to worry, she's just mad cause she can't have him, she wanted something to bitch about, etc etc. It was so cute the way he just stood there holding me, brushing the hair off my face while I cried. Times like that let me know how much he cares about me. I honestly think most guys probably wouldn't deal with all my mental issues that I have
On the next break he re-assured me that he is not going anywhere, he will never go back to her, he only wants to be with me because I make him happy. I told him about the note I wrote him, and he got all worried and said "as long as you're not going anywhere, I don't care what you write to me about!"
He took me out and treated me to breakfast this morning.
too cute. I had a good morning.
punknitemike:
glad to hear you worked things out...sounds like your boy is a keeper!
