Oh, how I love fucking drama. It just seems to follow me everywhere!
Here's a long ass explaination, for anyone who cares to read about it, and either A: laugh or B: think "thank goodness I have no drama right now!"
When I started my job @ the factory I work at, I was definately not used to that type of environment--not to mention, there's a lot of rednecks and such that work there. Needless to say, the guys are generally flirts or horn-dogs, and it makes for interesting days. A friend of mine that works there, gave me some dude's phone #, said he wanted to talk to me. Didn't know who he was, so I never called him. Finally found out who he was, still didn't call him, I'm shy, and additionally, he wasn't incredibly attractive to me (I know, I sound like a bitch, but whatever, he wasn't my type) and there were several other guys I was scopin' out. He finally came up and talked to me one day, VERY nice guy, so it seemed, and he gave me his # again. We continued to say hi and whatnot to each other at work, etc etc.
THEN the group of Bosnians who work there, started telling me that my crush had a thing for me. I was excited, of course, and pondered talking to him. Then, turns out, John (guy who's # I had) tells me that one of the Bosnians told my crush that I, and I quote, wanted to fuck him. I was PISSED, and had to talk to the crush about that, telling him that I would never just up and say something like that ABOUT anyone, or TO anyone. He acted like it was no biggie, and it seemed a bit strange to me for some reason. Like, he didn't 100% know what I was talking about.
A while goes by, and I decide to call John, as I figure all hope is lost w/ my crush.
John and I talk over the phone, off and on, for a week or 2. He seems to be all into me, wants to hang out, talks about taking me out on dates and whatnot. I'm just figuring that I'd see how it goes, you never know what may happen. New girl starts at work, and on her 3rd day, she worked w/ me. I'm standing there loading pockets, she's shrinkwrapping whats coming out of the machine about 20 feet from me. John comes up, starts talking to her. Talks to her for a half hour or so, never says a word to me. I figure I got replaced, and joked around about it w/ another co-worker who was always teasing me about John. New girl then says that he tried giving her his phone #, wanted her to call him, etc etc. I'm just like whatever. No matter who you are, I think you can agree that it hurts your feelings to be thrown away like trash, or yesterday's news or whatnot. And he did it right in front of my face. So whatever. I figure I'm free to flirt w/ other folks that I feel like flirting w/.
Today, he comes up, asking me what's going on, why I don't answer his calls, etc etc. I ask him how his new girlfriend is, and he's like "what...?" and then he proceeds to tell me that he was not flirting w/ her, he was "gathering" information for his buddy who had a thing for her, he didn't want to give her HIS phonenumber, but his buddy's phone #. He then tells me that she has issues, anyway, and she's not his type, etc etc, he knows her ex boyfriend, he knows about all her issues, he knew her before she ever started @ the factory. So I figure, thats my chance to see if he's being straight up w/ me. I ask the new girl if John knows her ex, or if he ever met her before the factory, she says no. SO, since I hate fucking liars, that was it. Don't lie to me and make ME look like the ass, or try to feel like the ass. Cause you know, I was doubting myself, for feeling replaced.
He gave me the cold shoulder the rest of the day--but the new girl told me she kept seeing him stare @ me while I wasn't looking. freak. I came home and had like 3 text's and 2 voicemails on my phone from him. He said he wasn't going to argue the point w/ me, because apparently it was useless. He's still denying hitting on her, and denying the lie that he knows her ex.
SOOOOOOOOOOOO............I'm fucking irritated. OH YEAH and I'm thinking John might have lied about the whole me wanting to fuck my crush thing. Cause all the Bosnians ever told me was that my crush liked me, wanted to take me out, etc etc. Like I said, when I said something to my crush about it, he didn't seem 100% sure of what I was talking about. Hell, he even defended me to one of the Bosnians, told him that he owed me an apology for what was said, etc etc. I think thats when I hardcore fell for him. Did I mention that my crush is friends w/ John? Yet another reason it will never happen..........
Damn, if you've actually read this whole thing-you deserve a prize! But really, thanks for caring enough to read through it! I'm sure its confusing as hell
Here's a long ass explaination, for anyone who cares to read about it, and either A: laugh or B: think "thank goodness I have no drama right now!"
When I started my job @ the factory I work at, I was definately not used to that type of environment--not to mention, there's a lot of rednecks and such that work there. Needless to say, the guys are generally flirts or horn-dogs, and it makes for interesting days. A friend of mine that works there, gave me some dude's phone #, said he wanted to talk to me. Didn't know who he was, so I never called him. Finally found out who he was, still didn't call him, I'm shy, and additionally, he wasn't incredibly attractive to me (I know, I sound like a bitch, but whatever, he wasn't my type) and there were several other guys I was scopin' out. He finally came up and talked to me one day, VERY nice guy, so it seemed, and he gave me his # again. We continued to say hi and whatnot to each other at work, etc etc.
THEN the group of Bosnians who work there, started telling me that my crush had a thing for me. I was excited, of course, and pondered talking to him. Then, turns out, John (guy who's # I had) tells me that one of the Bosnians told my crush that I, and I quote, wanted to fuck him. I was PISSED, and had to talk to the crush about that, telling him that I would never just up and say something like that ABOUT anyone, or TO anyone. He acted like it was no biggie, and it seemed a bit strange to me for some reason. Like, he didn't 100% know what I was talking about.
A while goes by, and I decide to call John, as I figure all hope is lost w/ my crush.
John and I talk over the phone, off and on, for a week or 2. He seems to be all into me, wants to hang out, talks about taking me out on dates and whatnot. I'm just figuring that I'd see how it goes, you never know what may happen. New girl starts at work, and on her 3rd day, she worked w/ me. I'm standing there loading pockets, she's shrinkwrapping whats coming out of the machine about 20 feet from me. John comes up, starts talking to her. Talks to her for a half hour or so, never says a word to me. I figure I got replaced, and joked around about it w/ another co-worker who was always teasing me about John. New girl then says that he tried giving her his phone #, wanted her to call him, etc etc. I'm just like whatever. No matter who you are, I think you can agree that it hurts your feelings to be thrown away like trash, or yesterday's news or whatnot. And he did it right in front of my face. So whatever. I figure I'm free to flirt w/ other folks that I feel like flirting w/.
Today, he comes up, asking me what's going on, why I don't answer his calls, etc etc. I ask him how his new girlfriend is, and he's like "what...?" and then he proceeds to tell me that he was not flirting w/ her, he was "gathering" information for his buddy who had a thing for her, he didn't want to give her HIS phonenumber, but his buddy's phone #. He then tells me that she has issues, anyway, and she's not his type, etc etc, he knows her ex boyfriend, he knows about all her issues, he knew her before she ever started @ the factory. So I figure, thats my chance to see if he's being straight up w/ me. I ask the new girl if John knows her ex, or if he ever met her before the factory, she says no. SO, since I hate fucking liars, that was it. Don't lie to me and make ME look like the ass, or try to feel like the ass. Cause you know, I was doubting myself, for feeling replaced.
He gave me the cold shoulder the rest of the day--but the new girl told me she kept seeing him stare @ me while I wasn't looking. freak. I came home and had like 3 text's and 2 voicemails on my phone from him. He said he wasn't going to argue the point w/ me, because apparently it was useless. He's still denying hitting on her, and denying the lie that he knows her ex.
SOOOOOOOOOOOO............I'm fucking irritated. OH YEAH and I'm thinking John might have lied about the whole me wanting to fuck my crush thing. Cause all the Bosnians ever told me was that my crush liked me, wanted to take me out, etc etc. Like I said, when I said something to my crush about it, he didn't seem 100% sure of what I was talking about. Hell, he even defended me to one of the Bosnians, told him that he owed me an apology for what was said, etc etc. I think thats when I hardcore fell for him.
Did I mention that my crush is friends w/ John? Yet another reason it will never happen..........
Damn, if you've actually read this whole thing-you deserve a prize! But really, thanks for caring enough to read through it! I'm sure its confusing as hell
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Maybe we will meet between now and Sunday, if not you still could come. Matt is supposed to be there, as well as some of the Forehead guys. There will be several people who don't know each other so not to worry!!
Did you go to Dayton Sat.?
John
just start taking gen ed coarses until you figure out what you want to do. just being in that invironment will give you inspiration.