hehe....I think its funny that a drag queen wanted me to buy him a "gin and juice". Yeah. I lied to him and told him I didn't have any money, someone else paid for my drink. At least the last part of the statement was true, right? 
I love my D'Angelo! I think we're going to Red Cheetah next week, check it out.
Gonna take...
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I love my D'Angelo! I think we're going to Red Cheetah next week, check it out.
Gonna take...
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punknitemike:
are we hanging out this weekend?
punknitemike:
i'm up for something tonight or monday, just lemme know! what ya doing sunday nite?
hm.
it was an alright night at work. the "i can't see you" game was in full effect.
I got stuck doing one of my least favorite jobs--stacking down books coming off the perfect binder. it was b-o-r-i-n-g. the guy I was working with was ok....but we weren't real talkative. long ass night.
I'm off tonight though, thank goodness! and I should be going out...
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it was an alright night at work. the "i can't see you" game was in full effect.
I got stuck doing one of my least favorite jobs--stacking down books coming off the perfect binder. it was b-o-r-i-n-g. the guy I was working with was ok....but we weren't real talkative. long ass night.
I'm off tonight though, thank goodness! and I should be going out...
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punknitemike:
your profile pic is probably the hottest pic ive EVER seen of you...rawr!
lemme know bout hanging out this weekend, im off friday thru monday! so either comment to me on SG or text me as id like to hang out if you're free!
oh yeah..here's the show:
lemme know bout hanging out this weekend, im off friday thru monday! so either comment to me on SG or text me as id like to hang out if you're free!
oh yeah..here's the show:
sigh.......
Its not really that I want to be with him right now. Its that I can't get over him.
I have to admit--I am young, naive, dumb, you name it. I was too trusting. I fell too hard. I gave him way too much of myself. And I am paying the price now.
I have been on this earth for 23 years and 9...
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Its not really that I want to be with him right now. Its that I can't get over him.
I have to admit--I am young, naive, dumb, you name it. I was too trusting. I fell too hard. I gave him way too much of myself. And I am paying the price now.
I have been on this earth for 23 years and 9...
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punknitemike:
your first love is usually the one you fall the hardest...so your feelings are not unusual! just give it some time, maybe you'll figure out what or who ya want? it does sound like you wish things could work out though, but is that even possible? is it hard when ya see him at work? i still think we should hang out sometime, just friends!!!
kaun:
I read a few sections of your journal. Keep your head up. Sounds to me like you're afraid of being alone more than anything. Hope that doesn't offend you much, seeing as how I don't know you all that well yet. The phrase "plenty of fish in the sea" couldn't apply any better. I know it's clique, but it's true.
You know what makes me feel better when I'm down? A nice big bag of sour patch kids and a 20oz mt dew to wash em down. Mmmm... I can feel my teeth rotting outta my head as I think about it. <3
You know what makes me feel better when I'm down? A nice big bag of sour patch kids and a 20oz mt dew to wash em down. Mmmm... I can feel my teeth rotting outta my head as I think about it. <3
hmmm...
Had a bad morning Saturday after work. Again. He always has to prove me fucking right, ya know? Like the fact that he was trying to save face by telling D stuff, and then I find out he made a comment to someone else of "I don't need anymore trouble than I already have right now" (when asked why he doesn't talk to me...
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Had a bad morning Saturday after work. Again. He always has to prove me fucking right, ya know? Like the fact that he was trying to save face by telling D stuff, and then I find out he made a comment to someone else of "I don't need anymore trouble than I already have right now" (when asked why he doesn't talk to me...
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wh0r3:
PunkNiteMike is right... you know I was in a similar boat recently. if i was any good at the "love thing", i'd give you advice. clearly - i am not. i guess all i can say is that life is weird and love is tough...
evy:
Normally I wouldn't dull out advice on other people's love lives, but I hate always reading about how hurt he has made you. It sucks and he sucks for having done that to you. Frankly, I think you deserve better than that. You don't need a man who wants a relationship with you only when it's convenient and sneaks around the rest of the time. You shouldn't have to deal with that. You deserve someone who is JUST YOURS. You really do have to sit back and think about whether or not he is really worth this much pain and emotional strain to attempt to be with. If you have even the slightest doubt, then to hell with him.
Sorry about putting in my two cents.
I really do hope things get better and work out for you.
Sorry about putting in my two cents.
I really do hope things get better and work out for you.
I hate feeling like shit. I didn't eat jack at work last night. Drank a few sprites and that was it. I felt so....bleh. Especially at lunch time, my whole upper stomach felt like crap. Heartburn type shit perhaps?? I don't really know what heartburn feels like, so who knows? Maybe I should take some medication and see if it works. Then I guess I'd...
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punknitemike:
why dont we hang out tommorrow or something since you're off? drop me a message or text me as im not doing anything really...would be nice to hang out too! so whaddya say?
soo......the rain is melting all the snow. 
sadness. There better be some more snow soon, damnit! I haven't gone sled riding yet!
Christmas shopping is basically done. I have to decide on like 2 more things, and thats it. Go me.
Went to "tha club" tonight with my boy D again. I have so much fun with him! Again, yes, its a gay club, and...
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sadness. There better be some more snow soon, damnit! I haven't gone sled riding yet!
Christmas shopping is basically done. I have to decide on like 2 more things, and thats it. Go me.
Went to "tha club" tonight with my boy D again. I have so much fun with him! Again, yes, its a gay club, and...
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huskysox:
we had a tich here and there, but nothing crazy. I am from Mass originally...so nothing like that. Snow is fun cause you can make snowmen and women and turn into snowbirds! I miss OH in some ways but not in others...I miss my buddies at Trendkill Tattoo, Justin, Johnny and Phil...they are my best friends for life!
wh0r3:
sweet!
instead of snow, we get...
ICE!
w00t w00t.
oh yeah, eat somethin, crazy...
instead of snow, we get...
ICE!
w00t w00t.
oh yeah, eat somethin, crazy...
aaaarrrrgggghhhh............
but there is still snow!
and oh yeah......I'll be around here for another 3 months. wahoo.
punknitemike:
im glad you're sticking around here for another 3 months!!!
cybele:
Fantastic, at present.
Drinking mucho cervezas and soaking up del sol.
Happy to hear youll be sticking around, sweetie.
Drinking mucho cervezas and soaking up del sol.
Happy to hear youll be sticking around, sweetie.
I love snow!! 
It makes me so happy!! I absolutely cannot be in a bad mood when there is snow on the ground. I was driving home from work the other morning, along the river, thinking about how sad I will be when it all melts. But until then, it rocks!
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It makes me so happy!! I absolutely cannot be in a bad mood when there is snow on the ground. I was driving home from work the other morning, along the river, thinking about how sad I will be when it all melts. But until then, it rocks!
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punknitemike:
you're crazy...i hate snow! and the cold weather! and deer freak me the fuck out...but thats cause ive hit 2 of em in my years driving! trust me...hitting a deer is not fun!!!
so when are we gonna hook up & hang out? dont ya remember our text messaging convo? you should get on messenger sometime so we can chat! lets work something out sometime!!!
so when are we gonna hook up & hang out? dont ya remember our text messaging convo? you should get on messenger sometime so we can chat! lets work something out sometime!!!
evy:
I like the snow okay, but I grow to hate it after a certain point in the year. I'm like, "Okay, go away now. Thanks."
I'm glad you're happier than you have been, that's great! And yes, he should have to do lots of ass kissing for you to stop being a bitch.
PS. I think it's funny that a certain someone has apparently been trying to get you to go out with him through all of this. I think it's the little humorous situations in life that keep me somewhat sane.
I'm glad you're happier than you have been, that's great! And yes, he should have to do lots of ass kissing for you to stop being a bitch.
PS. I think it's funny that a certain someone has apparently been trying to get you to go out with him through all of this. I think it's the little humorous situations in life that keep me somewhat sane.
Damnit....I wish I could figure out how to get pics from my digital cam onto the computer. I'm sure its simple, but I'm dumb. And right now I can't figure out how to do it.
But I got this way hot picture I want to make my profile pic. I got pink hair again.
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But I got this way hot picture I want to make my profile pic. I got pink hair again.
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punknitemike:
ya know if ya ever get back on messenger i can help ya with the pics...its actually really easy once you do it!
pink hair? this i gotta see!
after our lil text messaging convo last nite, i think we should plan on getting together sometime soon...whaddya say?
pink hair? this i gotta see!
after our lil text messaging convo last nite, i think we should plan on getting together sometime soon...whaddya say?
wh0r3:
aY! thx for the comment i really appreciate it... a cinci girl, eh? i know what you mean about the town bein lamerrific... if u ever feel like chatting, look me up:
yahoo - rand0mxher0
msn - HuSH
email - invisaboy@hotmail.com
hope to hear from ya again. take it sleazy
i really appreciate it... a cinci girl, eh? i know what you mean about the town bein lamerrific... if u ever feel like chatting, look me up:
yahoo - rand0mxher0
msn - HuSH
email - invisaboy@hotmail.com
hope to hear from ya again. take it sleazy
I can't wait for it to snow!!!!!!
I love snow! I want a blizzard!
and oh yeah....I need to get laid. In the words of the BloodHound Gang "If only life were as easy as you, I would still get screwed." Someday, when someone is bitching about how bad their life is, I'm gonna say "If only life were as easy as me...." I think...
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I love snow! I want a blizzard!
and oh yeah....I need to get laid.
In the words of the BloodHound Gang "If only life were as easy as you, I would still get screwed." Someday, when someone is bitching about how bad their life is, I'm gonna say "If only life were as easy as me...." I think... Read More
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punknitemike:
ya know, i could always travel to cincy to see you! *wink wink*
punknitemike:
so whaddya say??? im sure we could work something out & i would like to see ya! even if its just to hang out! or i could help ya out with that getting laid thing...if you were serious about it!
I decided that my last post was incredibly long, and I don't want to look at it anymore. I'm over it. Point blank.
If anyone who didn't see it cares to know how the saga of Tony and I ended, its all there, in the last post. All my anger. All the "Fuck you"s
And now............bring on the hot boys. The SINGLE hot boys.
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If anyone who didn't see it cares to know how the saga of Tony and I ended, its all there, in the last post. All my anger. All the "Fuck you"s
And now............bring on the hot boys.
The SINGLE hot boys.
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cybele:
Sounds as if you have entered a healthy new chapter.
Congrats!
And you already are stunning, my dear girl.
Congrats!
And you already are stunning, my dear girl.
punknitemike:
*single hot boy walks into the room*
you do have my email now, right? gimme a shout out & please keep in touch if you're leaving SG!
you do have my email now, right? gimme a shout out & please keep in touch if you're leaving SG!
Its done and over with. FINALLY.
Friday at work, he didn't talk to me. AND he pissed me off. It would have been 2 weeks on Saturday since we had talked. And I could have maybe been halfway ok with that. But when he was downright RUDE to me......no, FUCK him. I was walking down the hallway, towards the bathroom, and he comes out of...
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Friday at work, he didn't talk to me. AND he pissed me off. It would have been 2 weeks on Saturday since we had talked. And I could have maybe been halfway ok with that. But when he was downright RUDE to me......no, FUCK him. I was walking down the hallway, towards the bathroom, and he comes out of...
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