pinkfuckermeow

I AM SOOOOO FUCKIN SICK WITH COMPLETE SADDNESS RIGHT NOW AND I DON'T THINK I WILL EVER BE THE SAME.... MY BEST FRIEND AND ROOMMATE SAINT RUSSELL IS GONE..... HE COMMITTED SUICIDE ON HALLOWEEN AND I FOUND HIM ON NOVEMBER 1st (ALL SAINTS DAY) I AM SOOOO LOST RIGHT NOW... I FEEL SO LOST!!! I CAN"T BELIEVE THIS FUCKIN SHIT!!! IT IS A NIGHTMARE YET I CAN"T WAKE UP FROM IT!!! I MISS HIM SOOOO MUCH, WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY ALL THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ALWAYS LEAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU RUSSEEL PLEASE COME BACK TO ME... I NEED YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! I LUV YOU BABY!!!! THERE IS A HOLE IN MY HEART AND SOUL...... I AM SO LOST...... I AM SO LOST!!!!!!!!!!