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wow.... I HAVE an AMAZING NEW FRIEND!!!
HER NAME IS CHYMERA and she is just AMAZING!!! I believe it takes ONE person to CHANGE everything and she is one of them... she wrote this comment in one of my THREADS and I will forever be changed by it... maybe it will do the same for you.... I hope you don't mind LUV but I have to pay it forward TOO MUCH GOODNESS JUST TOO BE SELFISH WITH IT!!!!!

******fOoD 4 tHoUgHt******

CHYMERA SAID:
I don't believe in bad luck... just being out of sync. No I'm not saying that because bad things have not happened to me, quite the contrary.

Back last winter, everything in my life went to hell one by one... first my job was eliminated, then my boyfriend left me, then I ran out of money, then no car, then my landlords wanted to remodel so we all had to move out... so in a really short time, I ended up with no job, no bf, no money, no car and no house... and no one to help me.

Things really sucked and I was near the edge... I didn't have anything to live for, but then I didn't want the world to win, and I wasn't about to throw myself a pity party... so I sucked it up and I just looked within.

I figured it must have been some bad karmic debts I had to pay off and I decided to try and find the lesson in it. Here's what I found, maybe I needed to have the "training wheels" removed in order for me to really grow in my confidence and capacity to make shit happen instead of relying on others to bail me out.

The experience forced me to ask myself some hard questions... maybe if things were going wrong it meant that I was treading down the wrong path? so, I decided to try and be more focused and more aligned in the direction of the person I want to become.

Picked myself up by my bootstraps... kicked myself in the ass and straight up manifested a job (when I had no address to give), a place to live (before I even knew if I was hired at a job)... and I took it from there. Took a huge leap of faith and self-confidence (fake it til you get it), but at that point I had nothing to lose... so maybe that was the lesson, that I have that kind of power in me.

There is no bad luck... only opportunities to grow and get more. When something shitty happens to me, I take it in stride, I don't dwell on it. The inner dialogue I have with myself is that it's probably karma so I should just pay the debt, or it's something that will teach me a lesson that will probably end up saving my ass at some point down the line. It's all checks and balances the way I see it, but the sooner you "get your karmic account" in order so to speak... the sooner you stop being a victim of circumstances and are able to project your will.

Pay it off and it'll start paying back. Tried and true... right here.
GO SAY HI TO CHYMERA AND HOW AMAZING SHE IS...

I have no other words to say right now.... i am lost for words and at this time... I AM REFLECTING!!! LOve you ALL!!!
PiNkY