I should not go to parties. Ever. I don't care if it's for a close friend. I don't care if there is free food. It seems that I don't do well in crowded party atmospheres. I hate certain types of people and it always ends, whether I want it to or not, with me leaving in an angry and somewhat uncomfortable state with whoever I don't feel comfortable around. It's like agoraphobia...partyphobia? I just hate it. I hate that fact I am like this. And I hate how my friend's friends were tonight. I want to set fire to that redheaded bitches hair and make it even more fiery!
insert growl here.
insert growl here.

sounds like me at a party or bar. it always ends with me leaving early and all cranky because people are retarded... i feel ya