I am sitting here alone in the office. Sarah will be gone until next Thursday. She left for Michigan this morning to tend to her Grandmother's funeral and estate type shit. I miss her here. This is only the first day and I have no one to talk to or anything and have to resort to my own devices which I guess is a little bit hard for me to do. But I am going to do my best and get a ton of work done.
I try my best not to think about this aspect of my personality, but with all the busy aspects of how my schedule is now, I am still quite lonely. I don't have what I want to fill that void. I used to be an extremely depressed kid and teenager when it came to stuff like this but I, for the most part, got over it and grew up. But...it's still there. I guess Ewan McGregor's words in Moulin Rouge works best for how I feel. "All I want is to love and be loved in return."
Yeah...ok...so that is sappy but I am just speaking the truth about how I feel.
I guess I should go back to work. I am definitely going out tonight.
....looking forward to the weekend....
I try my best not to think about this aspect of my personality, but with all the busy aspects of how my schedule is now, I am still quite lonely. I don't have what I want to fill that void. I used to be an extremely depressed kid and teenager when it came to stuff like this but I, for the most part, got over it and grew up. But...it's still there. I guess Ewan McGregor's words in Moulin Rouge works best for how I feel. "All I want is to love and be loved in return."
Yeah...ok...so that is sappy but I am just speaking the truth about how I feel.
I guess I should go back to work. I am definitely going out tonight.
....looking forward to the weekend....
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And hey yeah it's sappy... but god bless you, becuase that's what I want to damnit. Now if she was a bit older then me, and had a ton of money so I could stay home and pretend that I was Stedman... that would be way better!