It is scary when you dont know what you want, or who you want. I do actually beleive i am terrified of intimacy.. and then when i stumble apon it i shun it. Some times, i think thats because i dont think most people are worthy.. Then maybe you find some one worthy, and you just know its not going to happen for way to many reasons. I just dont know if its going to be worth beating myself up over..
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