pinecrest

i want to be on SG, but i do beleive pictures are in order. I know we kind of took pictures last summer.. but they are from last summer and there for do me no good. im still not sure if its worth it, but i shall see..

i am so fucking bored. OMG.. i hate not sleeping.. oh my god.

Im home, in miami. The camp job just didnt work out, because i was unhappy and i quit. Now im in miami, and im soo fucking bored. Im preparing myself for college.. what is prep? Me attempting to lose 20 pounds. Ugh.. misery.. Its hard to love yourself (big or small) if it feels like the worlds not with you. I have never been this...
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Well folks, im off to work at a summer camp for two months. I wont be checking this again, or even looking at it until august 14th, or so. I will have my phone, so if you have my number and need to speak to me.. do it up.


Jessica

went to arkansas which was weird.. back now.. finnally

So these guys.. he makes me want to puke. Funny is thing is.. two of them are on this website. yay

"i want a famous face" is the worse show ever! Or maybe its the best show ever? I cant decide.. like it does give a realistic view of plastic surgery. I think it might embarrass little girls out of wanting it?.. I dont know.. I had my nose done.. I dont know.


Plastic surgery us so aggressive.. geeze

I want an awesome 80's band themed tattoo..how would i go about doing that..hmmm

I wish i could learn from my mistakes. I wish i could practice what i know is right. I wonder if i keep on sabotaging myself in relationships. Sabotaging potential relationships by moving to fast. New mission is life. Stop making the same fucking mistakes. -le sigh-

I think i may be becoming more religious? or maybe just beleiving more then i did before. go me

well, im 19 and a day. woo

so my birthday is in about 50 miutes. It feels anti-climactic. Ugh.. oh well..


im 19..