Hey <3
I've wanted to talk about being fat for a while...
This picture resumes what i always write and erase in long texts on the notepad. Writed and discarded, just like that.
"Fat" is a feature, not a cursing. I always knew.
But the repulsion in people was what made me for many years, hate being called fat. Not because i'm not fat, not because i do not assume being fat, but because its is synonymous with repulsion and rejection.
I really work hard on don't listen to this, don't feel bad, don't care. but this is the only thing of being fat i can't desconstruct yet.
A lot of people think i only do nudes photoshoots cause i need the attention, att whore.
Society thinks a lot of things about a woman who is ok with being naked with her body in photos, right?
What people don't understand is, i have a baggage. I have a self esteem of a fat girl since i'm little, i always felt like people were disgusted with me whenever i went...=/
Modeling is part of my desconstruction, is part of my acceptance, it is part of my message to fat girls who once hated or are hating themselves in this exact moment.
Today, modeling for me is: i'm naked, i'm with my fat belly, i'm fat, i'm pretty, i love myself and fuck u if u think i can't.
Fat girls needs to conquer a space that is just not the term "Plus Size". We don't need some label that makes it little more acceptible to be around, you know?
We need to conquer a space who helps us to clean this dirty crust they put in the word "fat"
WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT FATPHOBIA...
This is for all the girls who are hurted everyday cause they don't love themselves.
(Girls, if u're feeling bad today, or any other day, my inbox is available to u. come talk to me <3 i'm part of this too)
@rambo and @missy, i know its not a homework, but i think is a important matter to talk about cause we are kicking the standards in the ass here.
We are powerful and unique, don't forget that.
(sorry about my english lol)
With love
Pimenta <3
thanks for reading *.*
