pillango

so yesterday at the bar, i got hit in the face with a coaster. it hurt a lot. i had a welt of red on my left cheek. i don't know why but this ruined my evening. i mean, it was accidental. we were hanging out and the most gorgeous guy i've ever met (he was sitting with us - i know him from before) attempted to throw a coaster at a waitress accross the room. it hit me in the face instead.

i don't know why it bummed me out so much. i guess i've been too sensitive lately. plus i feel all disjointed from everyone i know. fucking insecurities.

due to a lack of response about people's favourite books, i have started reading The Lovely Bones. thus far it is excellent.

i miss my boy. i'm not home but at my parents' as i am working for the weekend.

i need to get some pictures taken for uploading and flaunting purposes. ooh yeah.



i hate my life. can i have yours?

current mood: disillusioned