pilar

i had the bestest weekened...
it involved finally meeting the infamous and wonderful demolitionkitten & strawbettie! Those girls are definately the cat's meow...
saturn was also there, and it was really good catching up with her...

we gossiped and laughed...we all has a great time i think...
the midwest breeds some cute stuff...we are all proof of that!

i feel like a hefer today..

oink oink bitch!

i realize the reference is for a moo cow...but i don't give a fuck!

The drama of my life includes the following:

1) finishing 3 incompletes from last quarter
2) registering for 5 classes for next quarter
3) having missed substansial amounts of school due to my back being royally fucked...I am making up tons of work!
4) I think I am depressed & overwhelmed because I just keep putting everything off.
5) Having no money sucks!
6) Having...
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my girly is leaving...
this site keeps loosing interest for me every day...
although i love the girls here...
i can't help but figure i need to do better things with my time than surf their naked bodies!

what the hell!
everyone i love here keeps going away....
maybe it's time to grow up!

so i think i might be the best and worst at stalking out boys...
the past couple of days have been full of cute members of the opposite sex...
i can't even get over it!

now i remember why chicago is such a great place..
now i gotta get together some clevage...i mean courage and talk to some of them...

hahahaha boys make my head...
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i wish i wasn't sucha damn procrastinator!


geez

so i was kind of depressed about this thing called valentines day...
depressed enough to call it things like veedee day and what not...
but i started reading peoples entries and realizing that it doesn't have to be about being in love with someone...but can easily be about loving anyone...friends, family, puppies, kitties...etc...
so then i'm like FUCK this depressed shit...
I ain't got time...
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out of service

i need some time to think and so i won't be very active for a little while...
my life is starting to repeat itself and i need a little sanity check..

p.s. i am doing a major overhaul of my friends list...if you want to stay here..you best make an effort, unless you already do...and you know who you are

its friggin about to snow 8 inches and i found myself buying a swimsuit...

it's all about being ahead of the game...
and wishful thinking...


plus who can say no to red stripes!
no sane girl!

i think i am lacking one key aspect to life...
MOTIVATION

it's like it comes and goes...and right now it has left the damn building...

this past week has me thinking all kind of weird things...
like what if?
and what should i do?
should i wait?
should i say fuck it?

the only thing i can say for sure is that i never know...
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