i feel dead. No im not sick. i just feel dead. Lately all i have been doing is hanging out with kateri. When i do hang out with her its on the weekend. I have problems with transportation. I have known her for 3 1/2 years, and have liked her since i first saw her. The relationship i have right now with her is very complicated. I really dont know what her feelings are for me. I feel pretty worthless. I wake up and wait till i can go to sleep again.