Man i hate everything. Well no i think i probably like 5 things. I had a bad day i of course am doing a bad job trying to get over Karlen. I picked her up today and we ended up hanging out with this guy, who wasn't her noyfriend. Just as she is about to get tired of her boyfriend she found a new guy. She probably justthinks of me as a friend. In real life i am not forceful at all towards girls. Tomorrow i am going to find somewhere to meet new people. Oh and another reason i had a bad day is because i didn't get the bondage shop job.