I just found out that my best friend is addicted to cocaine. I didn't even have a clue. She was doing it for 4 months everyday. She said that she must have spent 5 grand on it. Steph and I are egomaniacs, always talking about being rich and powerful. So her apparant loss of respect for herself was very disenchanting. I don't want to give up on life. I want to be rich and powerful. I don't want to be like my friends, who just said fuck it and became poor minimun wage cokeheads. But in her defense she has quit a couple of days ago. I do sound like an asshole and maybe a selfish greedy bastard from hell. But what are you gona do. I think I have found my true calling in life, criminal law.
pigs9488:
I have been reading way to much nietzsche.