So......
I quit my job today. I started to become really under appreciated there. They bent over backwards for people who cannot actually even DO their job....and give shit for stupid little things for people who are actually DOING their jobs. I don't get it, but it must make some sort of sense in this warped little world of ours. Things just really started to get to me. I had supervisors say really mean and unprofessional things to me when I was asking for help, my needs were unmet, and I got laughed at when I came to them with serious concerns. The shit they put me through lately has taken a negative toll on me physically and mentally. I've become a person I always said I do not want to be. I became negative and irritable all the time with everyone (my poor hubby included) and it actually brought me to the point where I started to really hate and despise kids. It's scary to think that I could somehow ever get to this point, but I'm glad I realized it when I did and got the hell out. My hubby and parents were really supportive when I told them all the bad things that had been happening and how much shit they expected of me, yet paid me jack all. They supported my decision to hand in my two weeks notice when I told them last nite. My mom actually helped me type it out on the computer and I handed it in today. My boss was shocked, and thought it was because of the really mean thing she said to me last nite when I had asked her for help, because I needed a break from something because it was leading me to have chest pains from being so stressed out. She snapped at me. So when I handed in my letter today she thought it was because of that. I told her I was already close to my breaking point before the summer began.....and recent issues at work have just pushed me over the edge.
BUT...........I failed to find another job first before I quit. Oops. I don't really care so much....but Christmas is right around the corner. My last day is the 15th so I'll be good for money until the new year, but after that.....Who knows what's in store for me. I guess I can start looking around the mall for places that are hiring, but I always feel so awkward just walking in and asking if they're hiring. They always look at you like you're some no good punk ass high school kid who is just going to slack off and wants money for drugs or something. But realistically, i've worked in a very hard profession for over 4 years now....and I've also already worked in retail before so I'd be easy to train. Anyone wanna give me a job? Please?
Oh, it also sucks trying to find a job now because people usually only hire for the Christmas season then they can your ass. I don't know what to do.
Anyways.....in other news.... My red hair is gone. I've had it red for a couple years now. It's only been pretty bright for the last few months but everyone knows me as "Red" or something like that. I had decided that I wanted to grow out my hair....and the upkeep of hiding my almost black roots would be too hard so i just dyed it. It's black now. Alot of people say it looks really good. And it makes my eyes stand out. Which I used to hate because I was self conscious of them but now I actually kind of like them. So let me show you a quick pic or 2 with the new hair styles.
So that's about all I can think of right now. I'm a tired little girl and I can't think straight at the moment.
Oh ya! I'm trying to save up money so I can move out with my hubby ( which isn't so easy at the moment seeing as how I just quit my job). We're trying to sell his 1984 Cadillac, but we havn't really posted it anywhere yet...so if you know anyone who might want it...let me know please. K thanks
I quit my job today. I started to become really under appreciated there. They bent over backwards for people who cannot actually even DO their job....and give shit for stupid little things for people who are actually DOING their jobs. I don't get it, but it must make some sort of sense in this warped little world of ours. Things just really started to get to me. I had supervisors say really mean and unprofessional things to me when I was asking for help, my needs were unmet, and I got laughed at when I came to them with serious concerns. The shit they put me through lately has taken a negative toll on me physically and mentally. I've become a person I always said I do not want to be. I became negative and irritable all the time with everyone (my poor hubby included) and it actually brought me to the point where I started to really hate and despise kids. It's scary to think that I could somehow ever get to this point, but I'm glad I realized it when I did and got the hell out. My hubby and parents were really supportive when I told them all the bad things that had been happening and how much shit they expected of me, yet paid me jack all. They supported my decision to hand in my two weeks notice when I told them last nite. My mom actually helped me type it out on the computer and I handed it in today. My boss was shocked, and thought it was because of the really mean thing she said to me last nite when I had asked her for help, because I needed a break from something because it was leading me to have chest pains from being so stressed out. She snapped at me. So when I handed in my letter today she thought it was because of that. I told her I was already close to my breaking point before the summer began.....and recent issues at work have just pushed me over the edge.
BUT...........I failed to find another job first before I quit. Oops. I don't really care so much....but Christmas is right around the corner. My last day is the 15th so I'll be good for money until the new year, but after that.....Who knows what's in store for me. I guess I can start looking around the mall for places that are hiring, but I always feel so awkward just walking in and asking if they're hiring. They always look at you like you're some no good punk ass high school kid who is just going to slack off and wants money for drugs or something. But realistically, i've worked in a very hard profession for over 4 years now....and I've also already worked in retail before so I'd be easy to train. Anyone wanna give me a job? Please?
Oh, it also sucks trying to find a job now because people usually only hire for the Christmas season then they can your ass. I don't know what to do.
Anyways.....in other news.... My red hair is gone. I've had it red for a couple years now. It's only been pretty bright for the last few months but everyone knows me as "Red" or something like that. I had decided that I wanted to grow out my hair....and the upkeep of hiding my almost black roots would be too hard so i just dyed it. It's black now. Alot of people say it looks really good. And it makes my eyes stand out. Which I used to hate because I was self conscious of them but now I actually kind of like them. So let me show you a quick pic or 2 with the new hair styles.
So that's about all I can think of right now. I'm a tired little girl and I can't think straight at the moment.
Oh ya! I'm trying to save up money so I can move out with my hubby ( which isn't so easy at the moment seeing as how I just quit my job). We're trying to sell his 1984 Cadillac, but we havn't really posted it anywhere yet...so if you know anyone who might want it...let me know please. K thanks
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