pierced_magnolia

So things have changed for me... it will be a hell of alot longer before i can do my first shoot for sg to submit for my hopefulls position... My relationship has turned for worse... its violent and abusive.. and i dont know whats going to happen... especially when there are two kids involved with this split... and he will start a nasty battle over the kids so i have to wait until some time in sept for my dad to get the money to be able to come get me... if only i had like $300 to send him for him to drive to come get me and the girls and my stuff... see him picking me up is the only way to get the girls and myself safely out the house and on the way to a beetter place..

I hate all the crap that is... i never believed in love b4 and now that i found someone i fell in love with he does not feel the same in fact i think he hates me.... Im lost.. i dont know what to do...