So, Im going to be moving back home to mississippi.. This should be fun im actually excited. i know it does not seem like it lol but i am
so i dyed my hair red! its diff. but after my co workers and random customers telling me its hot ill keep it!
random_noise:
It's hot
SOOOOOO I have started a "normal" job, BUT i have also REALLY gotten into Sharing myself with the world. I have created a profile on a camming website to do paid cam chats! its really cool! If ANY ONE wants to watch me let me know i will be happy to send you the link so you can sign up! 
gotta keep my fans happy!...
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So things have changed for me... it will be a hell of alot longer before i can do my first shoot for sg to submit for my hopefulls position... My relationship has turned for worse... its violent and abusive.. and i dont know whats going to happen... especially when there are two kids involved with this split... and he will start a nasty battle over...
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genepooldesign:
There are good, decent guys out here who would love you for real. The next path you turn down could lead to something completely different.
This is in response to the loving friends i have that posted comments on my July 21st Blog
LOL i love my face i just hate from the neck down! It sucks @ 17 i was pushing DD and was so happy.. then i had 4 kids.. breastfed the younger 3.. now.. i have like nothing left.... yes i made a sacrifice for my kids...
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LOL i love my face i just hate from the neck down! It sucks @ 17 i was pushing DD and was so happy.. then i had 4 kids.. breastfed the younger 3.. now.. i have like nothing left.... yes i made a sacrifice for my kids...
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Is it a bad thing if im not happy with my body? is it a bad thing if i want to get some liposuction? Or a boob job? I have been thinking about TRYING to work to save the money to get it done.. (i dont think i will ever be able to afford it) But it just sucks.. i have tried the diet and...
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blakennet:
seconded. wanting to improve yourself is never a bad thing as long as you attach realistic expectations. I briefly considered surgery awhile back but ultimately ruled it out due the risks, the fact that it doesn't solve the problem and the cheaper/beneficial alternatives. I lost 60lbs in 3 months by increasing my metabolism. There are many ways to do that so I ended up combining a few.
-Went on a healthier diet (created it myself by what is available at the local grocery store, you don't need to go crazy). I still eat some fast food but I pretty much stopped drinking soda. This is BETTER calories but still about the same amount so this isn't going to lose you any weight.
-I went to 6 meals day, basically I ate something every 3 hours (smaller meals). Calorie intake is still the same but by splitting it up it increases your metabolism and eventually your stomach will shrink in size since you arn't filling it up as much. This helps you maintain the diet later since you will get FULL quicker and hungry quicker. Actually by only eating 3 meals a day your body goes into starvation mode and stores extra fat (ie: lowers your metabolism).
-Then exercise, I did 5 days a week for about an hour. Mostly elliptical or exercise bike. Anywhere between 400-600 calories burned but the best part is increased metabolism.
- Muscle building, not sure if you want this or not but more muscle = higher metabolism.
-Green tea supposedly increases your metabolism.
so its NOT calories you should be worried about, its your metabolism. kick that shit in overdrive.
-Went on a healthier diet (created it myself by what is available at the local grocery store, you don't need to go crazy). I still eat some fast food but I pretty much stopped drinking soda. This is BETTER calories but still about the same amount so this isn't going to lose you any weight.
-I went to 6 meals day, basically I ate something every 3 hours (smaller meals). Calorie intake is still the same but by splitting it up it increases your metabolism and eventually your stomach will shrink in size since you arn't filling it up as much. This helps you maintain the diet later since you will get FULL quicker and hungry quicker. Actually by only eating 3 meals a day your body goes into starvation mode and stores extra fat (ie: lowers your metabolism).
-Then exercise, I did 5 days a week for about an hour. Mostly elliptical or exercise bike. Anywhere between 400-600 calories burned but the best part is increased metabolism.
- Muscle building, not sure if you want this or not but more muscle = higher metabolism.
-Green tea supposedly increases your metabolism.
so its NOT calories you should be worried about, its your metabolism. kick that shit in overdrive.
joe2478:
I wouldn't stress. You're beautiful. Would you rather have a killer bod but an ugly face?
Im thinking.... that im in need of some work... As in my body needs work.. Thinking about saving up and having some surgery done... then after that more tats and piercings... Just need to find a way to make the money for my body mods...
Any suggestions?? Any ideas as to how i can come up with the money?
XoXoX Magnolia
Any suggestions?? Any ideas as to how i can come up with the money?
XoXoX Magnolia
Ooh La La!! i had an amazing weekend with my lover! Dont mean to brag but he gave me the most amazing back breaking sex we have EVER had!
And even with that, and the love we have i still think im feeling a lil lesbian lately as in i have not been with a female in over 2 years and i think i miss...
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And even with that, and the love we have i still think im feeling a lil lesbian lately as in i have not been with a female in over 2 years and i think i miss...
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missymalice:
im pretty much on the same page as you >.>
missymalice:
yeah well one of the kittens we have at the moment isnt staying. im holding on to it for my grandma because she wanted one and its from the same litter as the one we got. im really really hoping that when one of them is gone alice will settle down a bit. if not idk how i should handle this.
Got the house all to myself with lover boy! GOT TO LOVE IT
BLAH!! its one of those days!! in need of a little lovin!!!
missymalice:
hugs 
Well here it is 230 in the morning... And im awake.. but still sleepy and ready to pass back out, but not so ready to make an effort to get up and lay down.. god im a lazy ass! lol..
Thinking about stripping my hair of its color and doing some crazy ass colors!!
thinking like
Holy shit red, like maybe intense auburn
some pink...
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Thinking about stripping my hair of its color and doing some crazy ass colors!!
thinking like
Holy shit red, like maybe intense auburn
some pink...
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unida:
thanks for your friendship, beautiful!
hungery13ear:
join chat if you're bored!
Well its official. i have alot of work to do loosing the weight from the baby! Things are a little different than i expected! I thought i was going to have the baby get my body in shape and do my first photo shoot to post my first set as a hopeful. BUT im moving now sometime this year and alot of work is being...
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macismycrack:
awww you are too sweeet! I have never thought of brown eyes as cool but on here... I get a lot of people talking about them! Thank you so much doll!!