pieceof8

I breath it in, I breath it out.
I drink it down, I spit it out.
I look for torture, I look for love, I look for acceptance, and I turn to drugs.
I look for fortune; I look for fame, any little thing to dull the pain.
I look in the mirror it makes me mad.
The gods played a trick they crated me...
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sjtwelve:

Sep 12, 2005

The Day of Doom
"Before his face the Heav'ns gave place,
and Skies are rent asunder,
With mighty voice, and hideous noise,
more terrible than Thunder."
(Michael Wigglesworth)

What about a gal, a woman who is everything.
She opened up my eyes, let in all the light.
Im seeing all the world,
But sleeping less at night.

Awakened by the slumber, which haunts me every night.
Tortured by the dreams of you, I live in such a fright.
The memories, I think of you, they make me smile they make me cry.
Packed...
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sjtwelve:

was this also in your old notebook?

Sep 1, 2005

DARK************************************************

I felt the adrenaline in my veins.
I felt the pain in my brain.
I felt the shame, burden of my name.
I felt the brand; I knew life was a game.

JUST YOU, AND ME HAD SOME ONE ON ONE.
PLAYED SOME GAMES, COMPETED FOR CLOUT.
YOU CLOSED YOUR EYES, I USED MY TOUNGE.
SOLICITED OUR FLESH, UNITED AS ONE.

OUR ADORATIOIN BECAME...
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sjtwelve:

rock

Aug 30, 2005

Miscalculations of my actions.
Produced error in my judgment.
Overestimation left me floundering.
Misunderstandings of manipulation.
Left me perplexed with my sensations.

Opinionated heartstrings.
Left me misunderstood.
Enthusiasm forgone.
I was deemed a fool.