pidgex

Fuck man, FUCK! ALL I wanted, and I mean literally the ONLY THING I wanted for my Birthday was for her to send a message. However short, just fucking acknowledge it. She didn't. I'm so fucking crushed. Like, did she ever care? does she understand how soul-reaching this is that she couldn't even say 'Happy Birthday'?! I wan't going to accept it as some declaration of love, I know we are beyond that now but come on, seriously!? WHY DO I LOVE HER SO MUCH when she treats me less than dirt, like I don't even exist. Whats the point, whats the fucking point