oh yes. This would be summer.
I do have pics. So many pics. but alas... still no internet at home, and I probably won't for a while longer.
Tomorrow is my last day at the office until NEXT WEDNESDAY and I can't begin to explain how strange that makes me feel. Almost anxious because I think it's been close to 7 years now since I've actually taken a "holiday". 8 years? I have so many things I want to do in that short window. So many things....
Strange dreams this morning with 'R' popping back into them for the first time in a long time. She was holding a book with a piece of tape on it with the name "Niel" written on it.
Bunch of strangeness, nothing plotlike, just odd water things and outdoor glimpses... submersion. When I woke up, I was like "hmm.. wonder who neil is..."
Then, as soon as I remembered that she has a close family member that was becoming quite sick with that name, I felt embarassed for myself questioning the name and for not remembering him for even a split second upon my waking. It made me want to search obituaries.
Which I did, and did not find a listing, but I certainly am wondering how he's doing. I used to see him at christmas all the time, and I am suddenly quite sure he's not in a good way.
I'm off in a strange state of late, but it's not a bad thing I don't think. Or perhaps the insanity has finally kicked in just enough for me to not notice how bad it really is.
I do have pics. So many pics. but alas... still no internet at home, and I probably won't for a while longer.
Tomorrow is my last day at the office until NEXT WEDNESDAY and I can't begin to explain how strange that makes me feel. Almost anxious because I think it's been close to 7 years now since I've actually taken a "holiday". 8 years? I have so many things I want to do in that short window. So many things....
Strange dreams this morning with 'R' popping back into them for the first time in a long time. She was holding a book with a piece of tape on it with the name "Niel" written on it.
Bunch of strangeness, nothing plotlike, just odd water things and outdoor glimpses... submersion. When I woke up, I was like "hmm.. wonder who neil is..."
Then, as soon as I remembered that she has a close family member that was becoming quite sick with that name, I felt embarassed for myself questioning the name and for not remembering him for even a split second upon my waking. It made me want to search obituaries.
Which I did, and did not find a listing, but I certainly am wondering how he's doing. I used to see him at christmas all the time, and I am suddenly quite sure he's not in a good way.
I'm off in a strange state of late, but it's not a bad thing I don't think. Or perhaps the insanity has finally kicked in just enough for me to not notice how bad it really is.
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My mother - who is the world's biggest skeptic when it comes to anything remotely esoteric - still knows whenever her sister (who lives across the globe in the UK) is in any kind of trouble. I had a dream that of her mother visiting me the night she died when I was 11.
I think it's really cool that you're so in touch with your subconscious.
On a totally different note, what was that place you went where you said they did a great job of waxing? Being at wreck today was a huge wake up call for my hairy ass.