photogawd

Well I have been trying to pick my self up out of this funk I have landed myself in. Doesn't matter what I do it just doesn't seem to be doing any good. I tried taking SapphireRuin's advice and wouldn't you know it.. I suck. The pictures all turned crappy as shit. I deleted them and have packed up my camera. Things are going grey to black very quickly.

I woke up with major pains in my chest. I have no motivation to even get out of bed. I applied for a job with my BFF and she got her phone call today but was turned down because she has another job and can not work the hours she is available. I haven't even got a call. Why can't I get a job? Not even worth a fast food job. I have applied everywhere that is hiring and still no call backs.

I have been slacking in the MR section and I do apologize and hope that I may get caught up.

Well I am going to crawl back into bed and sleep ... Just been so tired today