Ahh, so a good day overall. Long day, but a good one.
I did disappoint myself though this weekend. I wanted to go on a sobriety binge for the next couple of weeks and I failed. I did make it 6 days though. And thats the longest in quite a while. However, still not good enough. I've relied on alcohol to void my conscience of the terrors that plague my mind on a daily basis. It's worked thus far, but I feel like its gotten the best of me and I can't seem to face the things that need to be dealt with.
So I'll try again this week. Hopefully I'll do better.
I did disappoint myself though this weekend. I wanted to go on a sobriety binge for the next couple of weeks and I failed. I did make it 6 days though. And thats the longest in quite a while. However, still not good enough. I've relied on alcohol to void my conscience of the terrors that plague my mind on a daily basis. It's worked thus far, but I feel like its gotten the best of me and I can't seem to face the things that need to be dealt with.
So I'll try again this week. Hopefully I'll do better.