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Lookit me!

Jesus. Barely seventeen years old.. I used to be quite the innocent little girlie, you know

Yuh, that lasted. I found this old picture of me from the first time I came over to Scotland from Ontario and lost my virginity

(I think you can see the twinkle in my eye)

I feel like reminiscing all that awkward virginal fumbling and how alien it all seems to me now, how long ago...

I used to be so hung up about being intimate, and then when I was I just got like... Grrrrr! Give it to me!

Morning, noon and night... Not that I don't still get like that sometimes

Anyhoo-

I can't believe it's my birthday in like five hours... My angst still isn't quite leaving, but the boyy is helping as much as he can - bless his little cotton socks.

So tonight I go to Beiderbecks Pizzeria with the lovely Karen... best pizza in the city. It's been so long since I just hung out with the girls- It will be fun

And tomorrow...

Who know...