Ugh.... sunday....once again.. i hate sundays. I have no idea what im going to do today. i might go to the gym.. thats probably a good idea, im gettin outta shape lol.
I also have to write a 500 word essay over Macbeth and write it from the feminist viewpoint... 500 words aint that much its just the idea of actually having to put forth an effort and do it lol.
Two and Half Hours later:
Im so depressed.... i dont care how "emo" i may sound, all of you who think it dont have to be reading this so fuck off.
I haven't felt this way in a long time, like there is a difference from blah, sad, and depressed. like i feel so empty right now... like nothing really matters. What's it all for anyways? I feel like every decision i've made is a mistake somehow. I'm just so unsure of myself..... why am i even here you know?
Ugh, im about to cry.......
Like honestly, why am i here? what the hell is my purpose? im doing nothing with my life..... i know i should, but im scared...
ugh i dont know.....
Someone help......
I also have to write a 500 word essay over Macbeth and write it from the feminist viewpoint... 500 words aint that much its just the idea of actually having to put forth an effort and do it lol.
Two and Half Hours later:
Im so depressed.... i dont care how "emo" i may sound, all of you who think it dont have to be reading this so fuck off.
I haven't felt this way in a long time, like there is a difference from blah, sad, and depressed. like i feel so empty right now... like nothing really matters. What's it all for anyways? I feel like every decision i've made is a mistake somehow. I'm just so unsure of myself..... why am i even here you know?
Ugh, im about to cry.......
Like honestly, why am i here? what the hell is my purpose? im doing nothing with my life..... i know i should, but im scared...
ugh i dont know.....
Someone help......
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