phoenixbane

Hollow echoes of tormented screams reverberate through my skull. I find myself without sleep or the ability to do so. My thoughts keep wandering back to her and I'm unsure as to why... I can see her old room, smell it, see her smile, her delicate smile, taste her kisses... it's been two and a half years hence, yet the wound has re-opened itself as...
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life wouldnt be life without freezing cold rain... or freezing cold classrooms called meatlockers, and walking several city blocks between them with nothing except a t-shirt and jeans to protect you.... or for that matter the hour drive home just to get half way and your alternator die... making a good move and turning off all unnecessary power... then the car dying as you roll...
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I have a sinus infection and viral hemoragic gastroenteritis and the doc's concerned about my appendix cuz it's hurtin too >.<

I hate this feeling, I hate having memories.

anyways, yeah, it's been a long, terrible week, but I survived it, today Im going to go meet my old boss in birmingham to hang out for a little while before she has to go to work then chances are on my way back home I'm gonna apply at the local wal-mart... that's about it for now

first classes were kinda cool I guess, the whole chem 2 class I was like "oh shit oh shit do I remember anything from chem 1?" ... my anthro professor is an unusual character, he rants... alot... but he's cool, he does archaeology stuff in some valley in mexico, cool listenin to him talk about it... other than that I got sent allllll over the...
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school starts tomorrow, still no luck finding a job

rar... yeah... rar...



why is it that I must feel that life is nothing but one massive test of one's abilities and patience?... Trials upon trials I need to get better at it so I can succeed when it counts... but... when does it count? What does it count for? I guess I'm off to hone my skills some more then... blah.

Radiohead - No Surprises
... yep...