So the Story Goes...
a cold weekend for colder hearts. A service definatly worthy of my late grandmother. Too many funerals this year, this makes 5 that I have attended and most likly over 12 that I've heard. The family back together all too soon for the wrong reason.
Breathe
On the brighter side of things, Wednesday I turn another year older...maybe thats not the bright side. However with birthdays comes that yearly thought process of "And what have I accomplished in the __ years I have been on this earth...oh right, nothing." In which that is exactly how I feel, time to do something. Time to make something of myself and brace myself for the all too dim future.
Time to Sleep
Too many things are there to remind you if you are a failure or not. In which I have and will have to endure a few more things then make up the same New Years resolution of "I will turn things around" Luckily there is a 12 o'clock deadline on that. Wonder if there will be Champagne...
Repeat
In other completely useless information I am thinking of doing a short biography as narrated by my own liver for my next journal. If its not by my liver I'll probably write it as if through the eyes of James Wood or something of the sort.
3....2....1....another day gone by
a cold weekend for colder hearts. A service definatly worthy of my late grandmother. Too many funerals this year, this makes 5 that I have attended and most likly over 12 that I've heard. The family back together all too soon for the wrong reason.
Breathe
On the brighter side of things, Wednesday I turn another year older...maybe thats not the bright side. However with birthdays comes that yearly thought process of "And what have I accomplished in the __ years I have been on this earth...oh right, nothing." In which that is exactly how I feel, time to do something. Time to make something of myself and brace myself for the all too dim future.
Time to Sleep
Too many things are there to remind you if you are a failure or not. In which I have and will have to endure a few more things then make up the same New Years resolution of "I will turn things around" Luckily there is a 12 o'clock deadline on that. Wonder if there will be Champagne...
Repeat
In other completely useless information I am thinking of doing a short biography as narrated by my own liver for my next journal. If its not by my liver I'll probably write it as if through the eyes of James Wood or something of the sort.
3....2....1....another day gone by
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datura:
I like your journal idea. Do you mind if I use it a lil' bit in my own, as usually my liver has it easy, but not lately. Sorry about your Grandmum. Mine passed last year, but I think she's happier now. As for making something of yourself, don't beat yourself up on the 'failure' angle b/c that will just fuck you up. It did for me(long story) so just start small and work your way up from there. *holiday hug* 
datura: