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So here I sit once again in front of this computer.

This time I wonder to myself how am I gonna make up my mind? How am I gonna decided..should I try or move on?

You ask what am I talking about, right?

Well my dilemma is that I am still in love with my ex girlfriend. Even though we left on some nasty terms we still speak and this feeling is still strong with me. I want her back but then again I don't. I don't know what to think or what to do. To top it off I keep having dreams about my first love, and we've been seperated for over a year. I am so lost and so confused. I wish I knew how to just move on. I wish I knew how to talk to women. I wish I knew how to not get affected by love. It's just one big headache in the end!