As it goes, one minute I'm so self-assured and confident that I am going to take the world by storm. The next minute i'm 99% sure i was NOT cut out for the music industry. I had a 10 and a half hour unpaid work day that left me feeling like i hadn't learned much - except that my antics would easily get me thrown out or fired at a lot of studios and the only reason I manage to persist is because Ben seems to think there's something about me worth keeping around.
this is really upsetting. I'm convinced that i have to CHOOSE between happiness now (a life dedicated to art and my truest, deepest passion) or happiness down the road (working myself like a dog between a shit day job and an unpaid grueling internship so that i can develop a "real" career as a recording engineer and/or a producer.)
I can't make the decision, let alone discern if its something i really have to do. I can't seem to identify any kind of middle ground.
this is really upsetting. I'm convinced that i have to CHOOSE between happiness now (a life dedicated to art and my truest, deepest passion) or happiness down the road (working myself like a dog between a shit day job and an unpaid grueling internship so that i can develop a "real" career as a recording engineer and/or a producer.)
I can't make the decision, let alone discern if its something i really have to do. I can't seem to identify any kind of middle ground.
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I LOVE the one of the deer and rabbit. Beautiful and Sincere.
I will write back to you I promise...I've just been working really hard on getting my photos ready to sell and getting a show together.
I might take a trip to NYC in Oct. Tea time??? Btw, I would love to work on a cover with you.