I just finished reading a biography of Jimi Hendrix. Reading it has been very inspiring for me in the last week and a half. When i read about his death, i cried just like i did when i got to the end of Martin Luther King's biography. When i really have to think about wonderful people like that dying it's overbearing. I don't know if that's just me or what. I'm not ok with death.
I'm trying to arrange an audition for this band. Wish me luck - if i manage to get through to the bassist on the phone...
edit: scratch that. the former guitarist returned to the band, so my chances got axed. It's ok, i'd rather be in a more experimental kinda band anyway.
andddd. i love cats. and some dogs. particularly pit bulls and this kind:
and here's a cute pitbull for the hell of it.
But, lest anyone forget, there will only ever be one true love of my life.
I'm trying to arrange an audition for this band. Wish me luck - if i manage to get through to the bassist on the phone...
edit: scratch that. the former guitarist returned to the band, so my chances got axed. It's ok, i'd rather be in a more experimental kinda band anyway.
andddd. i love cats. and some dogs. particularly pit bulls and this kind:
and here's a cute pitbull for the hell of it.
But, lest anyone forget, there will only ever be one true love of my life.
hows the audition? i mean,has it happened? what else is going on?
hows NY in general recently?
The pictures in the entry that were green were shot with slidefilm that was then cross-processed. Now I'm not sure if they necessarily have to be green, I think you can make the weird colors in other tints but that's what the man who developed the roll chose. One day I would love to learn how to develop so I could do those things myself, you know instead of relying on someone else trying to fix what you want.
You know I rarely think about how long J and I have been together anymore... like counting in itself might be a bit of a curse. Haha. But I think its now around 5 years if I'm not mistaken. I think we found this best friends relationship that just ... keeps on enduring. I can't explain it really. I just know that we've never been into the typical "couples" stuff and happened to share many interests. And yes, of course, it was a BIG portion of luck that came my way. I'd be silly to think otherwise. Luck has a lot to do with things... fortunately and unfortunately.
Do I get lonely? Of course at times I get immensly lonely. But don't all people get really lonely at times. No matter how great friends we have or whatever, there are always things they cannot understand that you keep to yourself. Loneliness doesn't intimidate me very much though. I used to be a very lonely child and managed that well, so maybe that's why I sort of like a certain dose of loneliness in my life. At the same time one of my biggest fears is dying lonely. With no people remembering my existance.
Do you share that fear? You think it's something we all fear?
ps. adorable kitty!!