I miss feeling connected to some of the people on this site. I used to feel like i had a special connection to a few really cool people through this site, and that's why i've bothered to renew my subscription after the first year. But it feels like it's been forever since anything really came from writing on here. I don't know if it's because i've changed and i'm not interesting or if people are just busy and it's bad timing or maybe it's just cuz i don't write on here as much as i used to...
but i really feel kinda sad about it. I miss pouring my heart out and having people reciprocate. To me, that's one of the most wonderful life experiences ever. It totally washes away all my other awkward social issues and my fear of new people and being judged and all that shit.
I'm at both a good and a bad place in my life. But i've swung out of a really bad slump and right now i think things are looking positive. I have a pretty good outlook for the future.
but i really feel kinda sad about it. I miss pouring my heart out and having people reciprocate. To me, that's one of the most wonderful life experiences ever. It totally washes away all my other awkward social issues and my fear of new people and being judged and all that shit.
I'm at both a good and a bad place in my life. But i've swung out of a really bad slump and right now i think things are looking positive. I have a pretty good outlook for the future.
That's what's been going through my head lately. I think i'll try to write on here more often. If not for communicating with you folks more, then simply to write what's on my mind more often.
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oy vey!