philly_junglist

So it is a new year and it has been so fucking stressful already. Got engaged over Xmas and I am really happy about it, more so because my family and friends are so supportive. On the other hand, my soon to be in-laws don't want to be involved and apparently only pretended to like me. What they think of me, I can handle - I am concerned, however, that I have a fiancee that weeps day and night during what is supposed to be a happy time. To top it all off we are getting hitched before the summer (that whole complicated mess is to do with me) and they don't want to come. I feel so bad that I cannot fix this, or cheer her up and I don't want to be the wedge that breaks that family apart. I love her but does love have to come at such a high price?

There was me thinking this new year would change my life for the better. How naive of me.