From weedfarmer
@phianixx I hope your okay and I know we are to survive this. But it hurts and I'm not going to lie. I'm emotionally and mentally having some problems. And I don't have mental problems I overcame PTSD. I've dealt with so much death in January. It's affected me mental. Listen my friend I have help and support. And I can't sleep and I have sick feeling that won't go away. But I have help coming. My daughter Jacy is bringing Kensley out. She's my two year old grandbaby and a natural redhead with pretty blue eyes. She's dropping her off. And I will be able to sleep and she better than a professional. And she is something else and I'm favorite and Jacy said she's excited. My adopted daughter Jacy works. I've been watching her since she was 4mo. old. I'm going to sleep tonight.
Life has been really challenging lately. Sometimes I wonder if this is all a bad dream.
We lost another member of the extended family to Covid yesterday.
I know that times can be hard and in time it may get easier to deal with, I know I can try to stay positive and keep busy, but I just wanted to reach out to anyone else
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phianixx:
@choi <3
mustangmann:
So sorry 😞
That's right, happy anniversary to me!
So, I've been with Suicidegirls for 2 years now, but I became Pink this very time last year - I found out by accident, after looking at a multi and discovering my comment was pink. It was a crazy day of emotions!
A lot has happened in a year, sadly a lot of emotional roller coasters with the pandemic,...
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gazsmith74:
Wow where has that year gone? Love every bit of you beautiful lady ❤️❤️
zolaboy:
All the best, gorgeous x
From weedfarmer
@phianixx hi babe I miss you! And I hope you had a weekend. Where you know you get up and try. I've had a lot of death and I have been the strong one. And the one who's been hiding from the others. It's as to be done to get these families my family thought this and get are loved ones sent away probably. And I posted my little girl Little Red on my page for the weekend. And there's a video on my page for you. Love you my friend stay strong.
phianixx:
Awww good to hear from you my friend, I hope you are doing well considering. I know too well all the pain that comes with grief, but I'm trying!
This past weekend, I spent a lot of time in bed after a pretty excruciating week of losses and grief. But it wasn't all bad.
I eventually managed to move and make the most of my evenings, firstly I got out of bed, showered, made some content and actually had time to game!
Every day, before I go to sleep, I add at least 3
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melissalalucy:
I try to give myself one small task a day to complete. That way I don't get overloaded or too disappointed if I don't manage it. Sometimes work and studying doesn't give me much time for anything else. Hope you're feeling better after a stressful week babe, sending love ❤❤❤
nickstone:
I had a positive and cool talk with my son. I thanked someone for being kind and great. I send some good vibes to a dear friend
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gadget:
Oh no! RIP
shenanigans15:
R.I.P. Heartbreaking.
Been working hard on onlyfans.com/Phianixx lately - this set is up now too and the sale is back!
No pressure to join, of course, for those that do, it all helps go towards my rent at the moment as the pandemic has caused me to suffer hugely when it comes to finances and potentially face moving again.
For the sake of this picture though, I
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reuben:
Girlllll... you are exquisite <3
damiano91:
Tu es absolument magnifique 🤩😍😘
From jelya
thank you so much for loving my new set 💖 💖 💖
phianixx:
You're so welcome, my love!
It's back!!! I've wanted to revive this blog for a while and one of my commitments this year is in doing so, so here's the first of 2021 for my handful of hopefuls!
There have been SOOOOO MANY Hopeful over the past few months and my goodness it is hard to just pick a handful, but I'll be sharing more over the coming weeks/months/years... maybe...
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niallpatterson:
Much love @phianixx and hopefully these ladies will be pink very soon 🤞
pirita:
so pretty
I have been working hard as always and struggling here and there but still staying positive - we need that positivity now more than ever!
I have set up a new schedule to try not to fall behind on keeping in touch with people on many platforms, SG is one I fell behind on last year every few months, so one of my goals this
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babynins:
✨✨✨
fresa:
Positivity can go a long way! Great work and good job taking care of your needs
From kelz_emm
Thanks for the love on my newest set xx
I decided to take on a new bodypainting project on twitch to celebrate the launch of Cyberpunk and this time I was Keanu Reeves! I even painted my hair dark as it's currently ginger :p
Notice it says CyberPhi too! My twitch viewers were calling me Phianu 🥰😊
(the original) 
Keanu plays Johnny Silverhand in the game, but I won't spoil it for you with
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4mejohn1:
No, But Cool… Love 💗,
Kisses👄 and Hugs 👫... With Respect
yaoth:
The more I here about the game the less interested in it I become that its gotten to the point that I no longer have any need or desire to play it. Do correct me though if it turns into a decent game.