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its almost time to go to disneland wooooooohohohohohho yayyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!



by the way this is pretty interesting

Disneyland Deaths

well...its that time. time to get organized.

dammit, that reminds me i still havent balanced my checkbook. oh well maybe that will be one of tomorrows activities.

now it is time for the big "dorm clean"

(dorm cleaning/sex and the city marathon...hey i need something to keep me motivated.....or to make me get in bed and forget what i was doing haha)

ok im ready...
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im so mad and frustrated. im mad mad mad.....this sucks so much. and im not going to say what it is, i just feel like venting a little. its not about school or the bf or anything or friends....im just so frustrated.

sometimes life just isnt fair is it? u think you do such a good job on something and then it turns out that...
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i havent gone to one class this week....i feel horribly irresponsible. but i guess my excuse was that i was "emotionally ill" ...i seriously was unable to concentrat....but that sort of thing like cant happen any more because school neeeeeeeeds to be my top priority. the faster i get through nursing school the faster i can get on with my life and probably go back...
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well....i FINALLY finished that dumb ass frick fricking frack paper. ughhh AHHH. it feels good to at least have that behind me. now once i get my life organized and more in order i can finish things sooner than one hour before the deadline


well, it looks like disneyland is on.
ive really gotta stop talking about my relationship so much with my parents and...
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ok well....things are hard still.

We had a really good conversation last night and today, and i think things are relaxing a little which is good. we are still taking a big step back, but it looks like he wants to repair things so we are going to take it slow....

this is good...i just hope it stays good, you know?
as for disneyland....we have...
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im so upset. im so mad and upset. why does it have to be like this why?

john lennon once said all you need is love.....and i thought it was true, but it just doesnt seem that way

what about personality, what about compatibility, what about the past, what about the future, what about your friends and family telling you to be strong and that...
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ughhhh my life sucks.....i feel like im being run over bu some mack truck

theres nothing worse than this

well, disneyland is off, the relationship is off and im fucking sad. im crying and sad. its too much for me. this sucks. i hate when things are over
i love him so much....its just not working.

i hope things get easier....

ugh what a weekend....pot brownies, fights, parties, craziness.....its really all a blur. well, so much for that.

now i reallly REALLY have to stop procrastinating and work really hard in school this week then spreing break yay!!! im going to disneyland with the bf, i hope we have a great time....im excited!