Tuesday Feb 21, 2006

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ohhh i am verrryyy tired. Class sucked today.

i really want a good education and i want to be a proffessional, but lately the thought of going to class makes me feel ill. I just feel like i cant handle the workload. there are so many things to think about. and it really sucks because it seems like all my other friends have their lives, and then school is kinda just in the background, like a really easy thing that they do in their spare time. ughhh....i want to be able to do whatever i want, but i want to skip the whole "working for it" thing

but i guess i just have to keep remembering that in order to live comfortably in the future i have to put in the work now. theres no way i want to work a dead end job for the rest of my life...


in other news, tonight should be fun. we are having a "going away" party for that dumb german exchange student that everyone (but me ) finds so devestatingly hot. ughh hes gross... but all my friends will be there and i can just ignore him and his stupid face. grrr.
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stompbox:
School is just there to prove that you can deal with the workload. I would bet that many of your friends are having as much trouble keeping up as you are, and they probably think you're having all the fun. Little comfort, I know. It does get easier.

Anyway, have fun ignoring the german guy at his own party! smile
moya:
I'm right with you there. I'm considering leaving school because it just doesn't seem to fit in with what I want in life. I don't remember feeling this low in a long time. And then I remind myself the only reason I did come was to get a degree, so I'd have that as backing when looking for a great job in the future. whatever

Sucks, don't it? tongue I'm even jobless, so I lack even more of a life, too. confused

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