phelonie

it would seem, i need someone from north carolina, to tell idjiit im not a bad person. i would understand this if i seemed at all dangerous, i mean this IS a porn site, despite its other merits...but im a 19yr old female, who wants to model for SG, i mean im the least likely person to cause harm. i beleive he wont let me in to the SGNC group for personal reaons. needless to say i think thats wrong. he has told me that if i can have someone vouch for me, that i can join, although he said that i had to know the person from "real life", this is a problem seeing as my boyfriend doesnt want me meeting up with people ive met via SG (again it IS a porn site so i understand).

fuck it here are the letters ive sent him and his replys.

PHELIONIE: i realize that im not your favorite person. i have applyed to the SGNC group at
least 4 times, i dont see why else i would have been turned down so many times.

i just wanted to ask you to please let me in, i mean i DO live in NC, and i
really have no desire to make trouble.

thank you, i hope i havent offened you.

IDJIIT: Yes, you've been refused admission because you seem like a pretty unpleasant
person. We may end up having public events to "screen" people who want in,
but right now everything I've seen of you on SG indicates you're not really
right for our group.

PHELONIE:listen, i live in NC, im not a bad person, im rather offened that you deny me
admission to a group because our opinions differ. i was fine with the fact that
you denyed me admission until people started asking me why i wasnt in the group,
they suggested i email you. i dont need to be screened, im an ok person, and i
mean no harm, i wont cause trouble. i give you my word on that. aside from one
thread i started in like feb. i have said nothing offencive, and i feel that
thread was misconstrued.

im not trying to offend here, but while youre the group owner you are not the
only member, and its not fair to deny me admission becasue YOU personally dont
like me.

hell maybe you should start an admissions thread, and link the journal of people
who want to be in the group to it, that way the members can vote.

none of this was ment to offend, i just think its unfair that a completely
harmless person is being shut out beacuse you dont like me. and i assume you
dont like me due to ONE thread, check out my journal, im not a bad person, i may
bitch a lot but thats what a journal is for, and i will not bring that to the
group. i have gotten along fine in all the groups im in, i have never been
kicked for anything ive said.

sorry about the long message, i feel that if you would just look in to it(me)
you would see that im not one to make trouble.

IDJIIT: SGNC is a regional group, and this is how regional groups work. Sorry you
don't like it, but such is life. If you end up becoming personal friends
with someone in SGNC in real life and they vouch for you, fine. But until
then I'm going to stick with my gut feeling on you.

(idjiit, if you dont want these posted let me know, i know I would like to know if someone was sharing my letters with the world...)


talk to him, dont, whatever, im not asking for people to bitch at him (or even "vouch" for me, he is right, no one here actually knows me) , im just venting because i have taken this personaly.

if SG is not the place to be yourself then where, i cant join a group because he doesnt like me. i dont feel that is a reason to deny admission, like i said im not a threat, im not a bad person.

this is ridiculous.